Most of the time I’m ok;

I try to work, I try to film videos for YouTube, edit, upload. I bake and I cook and I eat and I watch Netflix. Normal freelancer’s life. But then suddenly, out of nowhere, every now and then, I realize how fucked up this situation is.

I miss my family. My friends. I miss having yeast in the supermarket. Taking the U-Bahn without being super alert, without being panic-striked. I miss working from coffee shops. Hell, I even miss working from the library… it’s all about the little things that make life normal. And they are all gone.

So most of the time I’m ok. But sometimes I just wanna scream.